I am BACK!!

So its time for my monthly, well okay every other month entry. I struggle with finding the time, strength, and creativity for this blog since I work 40 hrs a week and go to school full time. I am tired but I must say I am pretty proud of myself I just bought myself a new laptop and am so super excited about it. It is the best and most rewarding feeling to be able to provide for yourself not only in the needs area but also in the wants. My theme song is "All the women INDEPENDANT"! Thats me!! So anyways things are going great lately. The single life has been good to me lately. Not too many heartbreaks to report! I have had a few fellas come and go but none that have caught this eye. I think sometimes the hardest part is not only being alone but also having no one that you have a crush on. Half the fun is when you can gush over someone all the time. Its been A LONG LONG LONG time since I have had that butterfly in the stomach feeling and OH! How I MISS it!! I hope all that will change real soon with the move to Dallas this summer. I have decided after having an empiphony one day that I should up and move to Dallas and live with my sister for the summer. I am very fortunate that things are coming together for me. I have a place to live, my job has several connections with salons over there and I actually have an interview with them this friday so I am very excited. But I must say the one thing I am most excited about is the dating possibilities. I have always been very skeptical and realist about my love life. I sometimes struggle with the fact that I dont believe that love really exist for me. Yes maybe for others but not for this hard to please girl. BUT.... ladies for some reason something has just flipped in my mind. I am daydreaming! I think for a while I forgot that this thing called love is possible. That there are men out there who know how to sweep a girl off her feet. Now I am not saying that the future Mr. Matthews is in Dallas but for the first time in a long time I am excited about the possibilities!! Maybe just maybe my knight and shining armor is in TEXAS!!