Alright Alright Alright! My mom has been bugging me to post a new blog and since its been two months since my last one and I actually have followers I will post a new one. First I must say I am a little excited that I have two followers because I feel like a bit of a celebrity. So shout out to Vanessa and Tammy!!! Anyways this blog is gonna be a little bit somber tonight for my heart is very heavy. Although I do enjoy being single there are at times I am still very lonely. I recently turned twenty four and while I am very grateful that I have had another year on this earth I cant help but wonder how much longer? How much longer do I have to wait to experience this myth called "LOVE". How much longer do I have to wait to hear those three words? How much longer do I have to wait to feel a tender kiss or a warm embrace? How much longer do I have to wait to have a confidant and a best friend? How much longer? And no matter how many people try to tell me "Oh it will happen for you one day" or try to give some words of advice they think will soothe my troubled heart, the pain is still here. It has been a while since I have felt this loneliness. The last six months I have been extremely happy and truly embraced the single life. And then it all went to crap! lol! Someone came into my life and shook things up! And thats all I will say about him! Dont wanna give too much away! But I will say that I had to make a choice and for once I did not fantasize what could be! I faced the facts and did what was best for me. I am my own best friend and I am gonna take care of me. I did care for this person very much but I LOVE myself more and I am what matters. I know it will take some time to get back to the happy fun loving girl who loved to big single but for now I am sad! I am patiently waiting for someone to finally walk through the door and realize that there is someone in here that is worth being loved and has so much love to offer back!
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